Places I Haven’t Been Before
A hunter surveys the valley from the cliff above,
seeing the course of a stream
revealed by a winding strip of cottonwoods,
hunting for game to feed his family.
It’s fifteen thousand years ago in North America.
He’s an explorer, always moving on
to look for new territory
with abundant game and fruits of the land.
His people survived
by always being ready to move on,
coming down the coast over millennia
to bypass the glacier-covered north
until coastal green spread inland,
when they moved upriver
until there was no need to go by boat.
But they keep moving, now on land, because moving
is what has brought them what they sought.
Now it’s their habit and way of life.
On TV a San Carlos Apache’s words
ring a bell somewhere inside me
as he tells how he surveys a valley
from a vantage point on a rock outcrop,
always looking for
what’s in the valley and over the next ridge,
and when he reaches it,
what’s over the ridge after that.
He’s speaking for me, echoing
the yearning I always feel to go farther
when exploring territory I haven’t seen before.
It’s something in my bones.
Just a little farther – I don’t want to stop yet.
And I always want to go places I haven’t been before.
There are few trails I can still hike
that I haven’t traveled, but I keep looking –
surprised at finding two new trails this month.
Hiking mostly in the foothills and the Bosque now,
I also walk trails of the mind I haven’t traveled yet as well.
I want to know, to discover things
and understand what I haven’t understood before.
It’s like feasting at a banquet where
the food never runs out and I never get my fill.
I want to explore the mental and emotional
white places on the map of my interior landscape,
and territory of the mind and heart
that others have explored and written of,
both vaster than I can even imagine.
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